Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Three years

on July 11th since we met.

It feels like I have known you for so much longer than that.
So much has happened in these past three years with/without you.
I cannot believe you have your license and graduated high school.

Kind of funny how I am watching the same sun rise, from the same window and chair in the same room as I was back then.

There is a lot I could say about you to be quite honest.

You taught me what it means to really love someone.
You also taught me that although two people may love eachother, it doesn't mean they will be together.

There is a ton of questions I still have and even more things I don't really understand about you.
Its amazing how one week prior to our end, you were content and couldn't be happier.

I have gotten over you and moved on most definitely, but that doesn't change everything.
I still think about you on a daily basis. I will always love you, though I am not in love with you anymore. The color purple and Lilu perfume will always remind me of you. Warped Tour '05 will never be forgotten. You will always be one of the most important people in my life, even though we barely ever talk anymore--which I wish was not the case. Whenever I think of natural beauty, you come to mind. Whenever I think of wooden shoes, pierogies and goofy people, you come into my head too. The list goes on and on and on.

Its safe to say you have affected me more than anyone else has in my life.
Some effects were incredibly painful, but the positive effects will never be forgotten.

Thanks to you, I know what happiness feels like.
All I want for you is to feel the same.

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